Valentines.. HA!
What a joke.. Heres how my day went. I wakeup at 1.. get ready and all that junk.. Go to class, which was pretty awesome cause we had a test.. and I passed it. (Most people didnt) So then I go check out these apartments and im sure im going to move.. but I dont know if I also want a jet ski.. its gonna be 13,000 dollars but im sure I can do it. And the closest time I get to move in is a month from now.
I dont really care that I dont have a girlfriend cause everyone asks me and my only excuse is cause no one likes me .. Which is a lie but it seems like everytime I make a move its either too fast or something happens like they move or something. Im just going to figure that I have too much spare time to just do hobbies and if I had a girlfriend it would be perfect cause I would have time for that too.. which most people dont have..
My excuse is I really cant find anyone, but in my mind im to good for those girls.. And im not trying to be bigheaded (I havent met a girl I am to good for but when I try nothing works) and im not looking for just a hookup girl either, I guess im the kind of guy that wants to know their going to be perfect through and throughout as money doesnt matter.. because it shouldnt matter, but I would liek the relationship to last. Im sure god will find a good one for me and im sure ill do all I can to be the best.. which I know in my mind that I am.. Maby I just need to relax.. im not trying to sound big headed but if there is a girl for me then im sure god will say so.. and I know I cant rush that.
My parents wanted to do something romantic so they decide to make me take care of my sisters.. so I take them to Mr.Gattis and then cme back..
Now here I am.. Valentineless and I guess it doesnt matter cause I didnt miss out on anything today.. Its not like it is important, but it seems like a holiday where if you dont have a valentine its like you wernt even worth bineg part of the day. I think its kind of an overrated thing.. Because everyone expects you to have a date.. I havent had a date on this day since I can remember so why would it be a holiday for me. Well maby one day when I find that "Other" it will all make sence.. but till then.. Its just feb.14'th
I cant wait till I move.. I havent found a room mate so I guess im gonna pay for it all.. But at least everything will be my way.. :-/
I dont really care that I dont have a girlfriend cause everyone asks me and my only excuse is cause no one likes me .. Which is a lie but it seems like everytime I make a move its either too fast or something happens like they move or something. Im just going to figure that I have too much spare time to just do hobbies and if I had a girlfriend it would be perfect cause I would have time for that too.. which most people dont have..
My excuse is I really cant find anyone, but in my mind im to good for those girls.. And im not trying to be bigheaded (I havent met a girl I am to good for but when I try nothing works) and im not looking for just a hookup girl either, I guess im the kind of guy that wants to know their going to be perfect through and throughout as money doesnt matter.. because it shouldnt matter, but I would liek the relationship to last. Im sure god will find a good one for me and im sure ill do all I can to be the best.. which I know in my mind that I am.. Maby I just need to relax.. im not trying to sound big headed but if there is a girl for me then im sure god will say so.. and I know I cant rush that.
My parents wanted to do something romantic so they decide to make me take care of my sisters.. so I take them to Mr.Gattis and then cme back..
Now here I am.. Valentineless and I guess it doesnt matter cause I didnt miss out on anything today.. Its not like it is important, but it seems like a holiday where if you dont have a valentine its like you wernt even worth bineg part of the day. I think its kind of an overrated thing.. Because everyone expects you to have a date.. I havent had a date on this day since I can remember so why would it be a holiday for me. Well maby one day when I find that "Other" it will all make sence.. but till then.. Its just feb.14'th
I cant wait till I move.. I havent found a room mate so I guess im gonna pay for it all.. But at least everything will be my way.. :-/