hi!
wow its been a while. well life so far is ok. well ive met this really speacial person. i never thought i could meet a person like him he so nice and sweet. i dont know if i like him or its just that im havin feelins goin crazy but i know i have a feelins for himand what sucks is that he has a gf but he says he dont love her its just that she like him a lot so he couldnt break her heart. but who knows if he likes me. i think of him and i cant seem to get off my mind. hes always there. before i go to sleep i always think of him i always wonder if hes thinkin of me too. prolly not. i cant wait till i go see him but i wonder if it will all be the same. were so close ive never been so close to a person like i am with him. sometimes he can be a pain in the ass with all his lies. but then theres times when lose it all and forgive him when i shouldnt. i wish it could be normal that i didnt love him. that i didnt wish for it to be more then friends. i would do anythin for him and if that means jumpin of a plane then so be it. but there nothin i wouldnt do for him. and all i want to say is..... sparky i love u.