Gawd... gag me with a big fat dick. Literally or not! I had a good talk with the Owl after the last bit of minor bleck that occurred tonight. It's nice having someone around who's been through a bunch of what I'm feelin now... so props to the Owl! And
joysef I'm v. v. sorry for not calling you, i'm SURE you'll understand when I tell you about why! I think I'm done with making an effort to date anymore though, not that I was making a huge effort before, but I wanted to not feel like a waste of space before and make a bit of attempt. I'm just burnt out for now, and will just play it cool, I believe. I did it for quite some time with moderate success, and then found a series of pleasant dating situations which all ended in various stages of pleasantness, but that time has passed... for now.
Work is going well, nothing like organized pissed-offedness though. We're trying to get some things done and it's GOING to work! Dammit! I just need a vacation... a real one! ::hugs world::