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There are many things you can lose in this life. Material and non.
You can lose memories, documents, friendships, your favorite pencil.
However i never really though one could lose one's self. I didn't really think you could lose what you know, what you remember, who you are, and what you believe.
I stand corrected as I am completely and utterly lost, mostly in my own mind.
I am still me, i will smile and strive for the same things i always have. However it is like there is a splinter in my mind. I know we all have our times where we question and are insecure, But why everything at once. The processor in my head is on overload. Most of the time i just try not to even think much of anything. Forgetting is something i have become rather good at. However when it is there slapping you in the face how can you forget.
Even if my questions on life, love, and myself were answered, would i have found what i'm looking for?
Do i even know what i'm looking for? I have an idea, but i don't know wether i am right or wrong.
Life is coming fast, just need to take it one wave at a time.
P.S. Thanks jeremy and liz for the awsome day at the mall. It made me really happy. I needed an afternoon like that.
You can lose memories, documents, friendships, your favorite pencil.
However i never really though one could lose one's self. I didn't really think you could lose what you know, what you remember, who you are, and what you believe.
I stand corrected as I am completely and utterly lost, mostly in my own mind.
I am still me, i will smile and strive for the same things i always have. However it is like there is a splinter in my mind. I know we all have our times where we question and are insecure, But why everything at once. The processor in my head is on overload. Most of the time i just try not to even think much of anything. Forgetting is something i have become rather good at. However when it is there slapping you in the face how can you forget.
Even if my questions on life, love, and myself were answered, would i have found what i'm looking for?
Do i even know what i'm looking for? I have an idea, but i don't know wether i am right or wrong.
Life is coming fast, just need to take it one wave at a time.
P.S. Thanks jeremy and liz for the awsome day at the mall. It made me really happy. I needed an afternoon like that.