random kevin bitchings
so last night i got really intoxicated. i have had such a busy/stressful break and it felt good to just chill out and get wasted. unfortunately i got too wasted and most of the night is a blurr or black out. i know i threw up alot. ana says she tried to take care of me but she is grossed out by vomitt so she couldnt help as much as she would have like to. kind of a lousy return when i will hold her hair, rub her back, bring her warm wet wash clothes and even stick my finger down her throat to help her get it all up and she is too squimish to do the same. but she did seem to help some and ill take what i can get.
when i woke up this morning i had the worst hangover ive had for a long time. i mean really bad, i couldnt move without my head pounding and my stomach lurching. luckily ana had all the compassion of a rabid dog since she had warned me not to drink too much the night before. although i must admit i am truly sorry i was not helpful at all today when it came to cleaning her house. i really did plan to help cuz im really excited shes living with me and i want her to get out of her lease. however i maintain that i didnt mean to get that drunk in the first place and there was nothing i could do to help it after the fact so i think our fighting was kinda stupid.
to make matters even worse, i woke up to find that my right hand is missing all feeling in one half of it. i dont know how it happened but i have no feeling at all in my pinky and index finger and all of the palm below them. its so weird. i cant write, pick up small objects or even start my car with my right hand. even typing is very hard. it really sucks.
i wanna get my bartending licence and work at a hotel bar with lots of rich ppl tipping me. im gonna look into it.
when i woke up this morning i had the worst hangover ive had for a long time. i mean really bad, i couldnt move without my head pounding and my stomach lurching. luckily ana had all the compassion of a rabid dog since she had warned me not to drink too much the night before. although i must admit i am truly sorry i was not helpful at all today when it came to cleaning her house. i really did plan to help cuz im really excited shes living with me and i want her to get out of her lease. however i maintain that i didnt mean to get that drunk in the first place and there was nothing i could do to help it after the fact so i think our fighting was kinda stupid.
to make matters even worse, i woke up to find that my right hand is missing all feeling in one half of it. i dont know how it happened but i have no feeling at all in my pinky and index finger and all of the palm below them. its so weird. i cant write, pick up small objects or even start my car with my right hand. even typing is very hard. it really sucks.
i wanna get my bartending licence and work at a hotel bar with lots of rich ppl tipping me. im gonna look into it.