Seriously, can this stop now?
Nine straight hours of deep sleep last night. I feel pretty good!
I'd feel better, but Channing felt the need to post YET ANOTHER letter to me on her public journal, instead of simply sending it to me. Or keeping it to herself.
I mean, I totally get it: she thinks I suck and ruined the relationship and I deserve to feel bad and that she's done nothing wrong. I totally get it. I just wish she'd stop repeating it, since she won't listen to anything else. Few would argue that she hasn't made her point yet.
And calling me a "pussy" seems pretty darn uncalled-for. Especially since I'm clearly anything but. I'm the one who keeps stupidly trying to communicate. I send her e-mails, she replies with open letters to me in public places... and I'm the "pussy?" She's says she "doesn't want to talk to me." Fine, stop talking to me if you must, I can live with the awkwardness of sharing a house in those conditions. But "goodbye" doesn't work so well when you share a kitchen. She can insult me all she wants, but I'd respect it a lot more if she'd do it to my face.
Her philosophy seems to be: "I don't want to talk to him. I just want to talk ABOUT him."
And she wonders why people are having a hard time "understanding." I think they understand... they just think it's crappy behavior.