May 06, 2006 11:59
A new life was suggested, but my brain feels congested,
It may entice me, but it might be the light see,
meaning the beginning to my downfall, deeming threats & phone calls,
My GPA is a 1.3, lets just say schools to traditional,
There is a way, some day, My dreams are not fictional,
College next fall, high school withdrawels soon shall follow
however I'll have the summer months to deal with these cunts,
He used to be so sincere about drinkin beer, Now hes not one to care about being fair,
Arguments & taunting, patience dents, money hes always flaunting,
I'm hellbent & tempted, he's so unkempt & believes he's exempt,
& I'm a broke nigga.
How am I to start a life, Go figure?
at least I have a vice, that doesn't pull my trigger,
I'll lend a friend my life in the end,
to leave behind all kinds of fine lines & rhymes,
Give it up to a M.I., Just sigh & stop the lies,
push through the doors, to white floors & more,
rehabs just a lab with medicine it can't be bad it's the government,
I'm feeling fabulous, I guess so call a cab unless,
You can give me a ride, so I can find what I've got to hide,
repression causes depression, We realized in this session,
guess I'll have to retrogress & confess to myself, it'd be for the best,
Don't self doubt, I'm going all out, No need to shout, What's the fuss all about,
We talk in quiet voices and think of our choices,
We walk in halls, talk to walls, and get silenced when order calls.