yeah, i'm still here
I'm around. I'm just biding my time.
I watched the sunrise this morning, it was beautiful. I miss Ryan a lot at times like this. I will see him tomorrow, on my way home for spring-motherfucking-break. Word.
And now, the pointless to-do list (I'm the same, I guess):
Clean Room
Reorganize Furniture for new Fridge
Shower
Deposit Check
Order Checks
Pack for Break
Complete 2 new scenes
Talk to Financial Aid / Find out about scholarship money
Sleep? Maybe.
Call Ryan
Oil Change / New Wipers
Write new essays
Pluck Eyebrows
Other stuffs
Will probably not complete half before break.
Diet doesn't appear to be working yet, even though I implemented it immediately after winter break, and have pretty much stuck to it. Which can bring me to only one disappointing conclusion: exercise. Ugh!
New things include: I know FLASH now, Have implemented "secret plans" for "the future," Have hung out with Jennie's friends these past few evenings. One, "Dave," was incredibly awkward and used a guitar for a mouth, and the other, "Jim" (or as Cate says, "Jesus") is a reoccurring special guest who is not awkward and mighty Jesus-like.
Am still enamored by sociology and clawar's lecturing finesse, and looking forward to that continued experience later in the day. Let's see... Anything else?
Ah, yes! There have been a lot of mushrooms lately, so Jennie and I have tripped several times. It's been fun, I have to say that each time I learn something new. The most recent occasion, I attempted to define everything-- everything-- and ended up feeling what I have since labeled "nirvana." It was just a feeling of everything / nothingness and/or unity with the universe. Just drug-induced crap, I guess, if you want to be cynical. But since I'm not, I'll take the "genuine experience" interpretation, thank you.
And finally, How-Much-I-Love-LOTR-Risk-and-Spalding.
The end.
I watched the sunrise this morning, it was beautiful. I miss Ryan a lot at times like this. I will see him tomorrow, on my way home for spring-motherfucking-break. Word.
And now, the pointless to-do list (I'm the same, I guess):
Clean Room
Reorganize Furniture for new Fridge
Shower
Deposit Check
Order Checks
Pack for Break
Complete 2 new scenes
Talk to Financial Aid / Find out about scholarship money
Sleep? Maybe.
Call Ryan
Oil Change / New Wipers
Write new essays
Pluck Eyebrows
Other stuffs
Will probably not complete half before break.
Diet doesn't appear to be working yet, even though I implemented it immediately after winter break, and have pretty much stuck to it. Which can bring me to only one disappointing conclusion: exercise. Ugh!
New things include: I know FLASH now, Have implemented "secret plans" for "the future," Have hung out with Jennie's friends these past few evenings. One, "Dave," was incredibly awkward and used a guitar for a mouth, and the other, "Jim" (or as Cate says, "Jesus") is a reoccurring special guest who is not awkward and mighty Jesus-like.
Am still enamored by sociology and clawar's lecturing finesse, and looking forward to that continued experience later in the day. Let's see... Anything else?
Ah, yes! There have been a lot of mushrooms lately, so Jennie and I have tripped several times. It's been fun, I have to say that each time I learn something new. The most recent occasion, I attempted to define everything-- everything-- and ended up feeling what I have since labeled "nirvana." It was just a feeling of everything / nothingness and/or unity with the universe. Just drug-induced crap, I guess, if you want to be cynical. But since I'm not, I'll take the "genuine experience" interpretation, thank you.
And finally, How-Much-I-Love-LOTR-Risk-and-Spalding.
The end.