Dec 19, 2005 22:51
I don't know why I am upset about this, but tonight it just hit me. I can't figure out why I never seem to get a girlfriend. Damnit. I have a lot to offer. At least I like to think so. I can always relate to the guy on the sidelines. The one in movies that is just the friend. I have always been told, "but Kevin you are the marrying kind." Yeah, thats great, but how do you know that if you never want to go on a date with me.
Aside from the rant above, everything has been going all right. I have been working at Coach quite a bit. I like it. The girls I work with are beautiful! Hahah. I feel like the token, as I am the only male. Haha. It does get to be boring, as any job can, but ultimately it is 100x better compared to Rite Aid.
I have seen a few folks during their break. Hang out with the birthday buddy last week. We went to Mulligans. Not the best, but it worked. Saw Hutto. Had a long convo about life at Starbucks. I even called Boley. I miss my old friends.
I miss Molly too. I haven't seen her at all this 3 week. Have been able to hang out with some New Orleans folks. That is always a pleasure.
Went home the other day, and I am worried about my sister. She has been upset about her house. Basically she feels that she is a failure. It is so hard to be expected to be perfect. Mom and Dad have always expected us to be perfect, and when we fail, it is so hard for us. I have realized my biggest fear is failure. Not failing at a class or something like that, but realizing that I will be 45, and may not be where I hoped that I would be. So, with that being said I am going to do a self esteem booster for me.
Reasons why I am sweet!
1. I am going to be a Dentist
2. I have good taste
3. Disease Free! Virgins are way cooler than non-virgins
4. Sports are cool, but shopping is better (except when it comes to SCUBA and running)
5. Traveling is better than being at the same place all the time
6. I am loyal
7. Eagle Scout bitches
8. I am ridiculously funny
9. My music tastes are supersweet
10.I am a Gemini and astrologically destined to be amazing in bed
As everyone reading this can conclude from this, I am a great catch.
I miss Jazzkitty411. I hope we can hang out sometime soon. Merry Christmas!