Light Dimmed
Yesterday, Humphrey had a stroke late in the morning. That was after I had woke up to a fraud alert text from my bank, of fraudulent charges on my bank card. Which locks up my account for 5 to 7 business days until I can get a new card.
But Humphrey had a stroke. Ray took him to the vet, and they prescribed baby asprin, which will hopefully think his blood, and whatever clot is going on will hopefully go to his lung, and it won't be big, and then it will be no big deal. So we're waiting to see what happens in the next few days.
Right now, he has coordination issues, and his eyes are doing weird things. I hope that he will recover from this. I am not ready for him to go, and it's hard as fuck seeing him like this and being back to having a disabled dog again in the house, right after Carter died in April. I cannot fucking take this.
On top of that, there's a book that I'm working on that has to be re-formatted for Word today, and I can't do that on my home computer. And this book HAS to be published this week. And I need the money for this book, in case I need to pay for more vet bills for Humphrey.
So yeah, life is REALLY SHITTY at the moment.
I can't lose Humphrey right now. He is my light. The love of my life. No other living creature has ever loved me as much as he does. Not my husband. Not my mother. No one. I will be lost without him.
But Humphrey had a stroke. Ray took him to the vet, and they prescribed baby asprin, which will hopefully think his blood, and whatever clot is going on will hopefully go to his lung, and it won't be big, and then it will be no big deal. So we're waiting to see what happens in the next few days.
Right now, he has coordination issues, and his eyes are doing weird things. I hope that he will recover from this. I am not ready for him to go, and it's hard as fuck seeing him like this and being back to having a disabled dog again in the house, right after Carter died in April. I cannot fucking take this.
On top of that, there's a book that I'm working on that has to be re-formatted for Word today, and I can't do that on my home computer. And this book HAS to be published this week. And I need the money for this book, in case I need to pay for more vet bills for Humphrey.
So yeah, life is REALLY SHITTY at the moment.
I can't lose Humphrey right now. He is my light. The love of my life. No other living creature has ever loved me as much as he does. Not my husband. Not my mother. No one. I will be lost without him.