Last Night
So, last night I got to go to church with my brother, his wife and their beautiful daughter. I was in a bad mood and wanted to just go from the church to Costco and then home. My brother reminded me of a birthday party that I was supposed to go to, but I decided to skip it because I was just so cranky.
Well, when I got to Costco I realized that I had forgotten a bag of stuff for my niece, so I had to run back over there. When I got there I decided to just hang out for a while. When I was there the girl who I have been gushing over came over. Needless to say I stayed there until 1 in the morning while my sister in law was baking and so was the girl.
Last night was so amazing. I got out some much needed things I needed to say. Nothing too private. I mean I was able to say them in front of everyone in the room. Things like, "I want a family someday", I do want to get married someday. It is something I am having a hard time coming to terms with. After seeing my niece being born though I see the magic and the joy of having someone new and always in your life. The reason why this was big was because I have always told the girl I liked that I will never get married and having children. This to her was a big turn off, but last night I was genuinely talking about it and appreciating the fact that I will someday get married. All n' all a good day!
Well, when I got to Costco I realized that I had forgotten a bag of stuff for my niece, so I had to run back over there. When I got there I decided to just hang out for a while. When I was there the girl who I have been gushing over came over. Needless to say I stayed there until 1 in the morning while my sister in law was baking and so was the girl.
Last night was so amazing. I got out some much needed things I needed to say. Nothing too private. I mean I was able to say them in front of everyone in the room. Things like, "I want a family someday", I do want to get married someday. It is something I am having a hard time coming to terms with. After seeing my niece being born though I see the magic and the joy of having someone new and always in your life. The reason why this was big was because I have always told the girl I liked that I will never get married and having children. This to her was a big turn off, but last night I was genuinely talking about it and appreciating the fact that I will someday get married. All n' all a good day!