to those it may concern...
this has been bugging me a lot lately. i thought i had some friends that had a little bit of trust in me, and would think i make decent judgement calls. seeing as ive never fucked up my body in any way, i would say that sounds logical to me. but all the intellectual assholes out there that just wanna get a buzz and think about the world and its
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i told you i stopped smoking..
sorry for ever doing it man
i put none of your friends against you
i havent talked bad about you once
i only said the shit that went down and to everyone i say "i understand them im an asshole"
youre a much better person than me and i know it
and i am a hypocrite
a huge hypocrite
i was a advocator of not smoking and i did it once and enjoyed it and will for the most part be done forever, i am against drinking and i did it once and ill never do it again, i hate cigarettes and ill never do it again
i am also and asshole.. im mean to you and everyone else i love, youre only mean when youre kidding, im always serious, and people can always tell youre kidding, but i just come off as an asshole, mainly because i am one.
anyone who thinks you were wrong in what you did only has to spend 5 minutes with me to realize what a fuck up i am, and how i make everyone around suffer for it
i have no self esteem
i complain way more than i should
i have no reason to be depressed kev
no reason
i really just have some growing up to do
maybe someday ill change
ill be better for everyone
ill see you on the street and you will smile
ill try not to bother you again..
sorry for the wasted time
-b
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