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its been a while. ive decided im a very "live for the moment" kind of person, because i always seem to update only when im upset. while things are good, im usually living for that moment, and dont really have anything to say that could be written on lj. so, obviously by now you know im upset, since this is me, updating. to all of you who have been hurt by someone you care about, im sorry. i had that happen over the weekend, in a way it never has to me before. i never quite understood the pain others have gone through, because as much as i tried to deny it, past relationships have always ended relatively mutually. i dont really want to say much more than that, if you read this then you probably understand what happened...so my birthday was last week, and i really wasnt looking foreward to it at all this year. no particular reason, i guess it just didnt compare to last year, with getting to drive and all. it ended up being a really good day though, more people remembered than i thought would, and they really made it nice for me. i didnt ask for anything, so what i did get was for sure a bonus. then after school, someone went out of their way to make my day more special, which meant the world to me...i guess it didnt quite have the same effect on that person. i dont really have much to say here, but since ive realized i only write on off days, my guess is ill probably be writing again soon