wow
so get this...i'm in a mood to update this thing, which happens once a year, and i almost forgot my password to get on...that would've been pretty sweet...but ANYWAYS...
i just had an amazing past few days...my parents threw my sister and i in the car (too small of a car by the way) to drive down to georgia to visit my cousins for 2 days, just to drive home...i was so mad at my parents, i thought it was pointless to visit a place for the same amount of time that you'll be traveling to get there...nevertheless, i got into the car, along with my family and two dogs...and as it turns out, not only was the ride worth it, but i had the most fun i've ever had with family, and i think i figured a few things out for myself that i've been needing to for some time now...i haven't been in this good of a mood in...a good six months, and the most remarkable part about it all is that there's nobody in my life making it happen...i'm a dependent person, i've come to realize that...but for some reason, i'm holding up by myself right now, with nobody around...for once i feel it acceptable to be by myself, not care what ANYONE else thinks, not have to look in a mirror every morning and wonder what somebody's gonna think of the eyes i'm staring into, the smile that's staring back, or the hair that's...well, just kinda there...screw acceptance, screw you...i'm just not feelin it right now, and all i have to say about that is...i love it
i just had an amazing past few days...my parents threw my sister and i in the car (too small of a car by the way) to drive down to georgia to visit my cousins for 2 days, just to drive home...i was so mad at my parents, i thought it was pointless to visit a place for the same amount of time that you'll be traveling to get there...nevertheless, i got into the car, along with my family and two dogs...and as it turns out, not only was the ride worth it, but i had the most fun i've ever had with family, and i think i figured a few things out for myself that i've been needing to for some time now...i haven't been in this good of a mood in...a good six months, and the most remarkable part about it all is that there's nobody in my life making it happen...i'm a dependent person, i've come to realize that...but for some reason, i'm holding up by myself right now, with nobody around...for once i feel it acceptable to be by myself, not care what ANYONE else thinks, not have to look in a mirror every morning and wonder what somebody's gonna think of the eyes i'm staring into, the smile that's staring back, or the hair that's...well, just kinda there...screw acceptance, screw you...i'm just not feelin it right now, and all i have to say about that is...i love it