Wednesday, October 4, 2006 and yet ive done this before...
life life life, the keys on my keyboard wont help my direction anymore, blurred and half missing letters, w a s d c v are all gone. was the one to leave me so dry the one who cared the most? all such liars to me... cut deeper every time and yet i know the feeling. did i do it myself? these cuts? the emotional scar feels the blade, the same blade from a different girl from the same situation... /sigh
bills bill bills, living with 1, then another, and then a different one, people pass.
friends leave with no answers or questions that you needed to hear. people are hallow and i seem to be whittled thin these days. but again by who... i blame the world my life my house my self but what the fuck is the answer. every fucking thing!?!? is it really that! how the fuck do i stop it/that/it!
family causes and brings. i dont know what/who to do. i miss my the only friend i could hold, but i dug him a ditch when his time came. when will these people bring on mine.
i have a phone full of numbers but none labeled friend/kind/honest.
bills bill bills, living with 1, then another, and then a different one, people pass.
friends leave with no answers or questions that you needed to hear. people are hallow and i seem to be whittled thin these days. but again by who... i blame the world my life my house my self but what the fuck is the answer. every fucking thing!?!? is it really that! how the fuck do i stop it/that/it!
family causes and brings. i dont know what/who to do. i miss my the only friend i could hold, but i dug him a ditch when his time came. when will these people bring on mine.
i have a phone full of numbers but none labeled friend/kind/honest.