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Dec 17, 2012 20:36

stars

sooseop; pg; angst

a/n: idk what i'm writing, not even kidding.



Twinkle twinkle little star.

Soohyun likes singing that. He brings Kiseop outside when the sky is dark, he sings Twinkle twinkle little star, how I wonder what you are? Soohyun points to the stars, he tells Kiseop that stars are spirits of dead people looking down at Earth.

Kiseop doesn't like that, no, no. Dead people are scary. They make Kiseop feel scared. Kiseop doesn't like it.

But, but Soohyun tells Kiseop, he says Don't be afraid, I'll be here with you. Then Soohyun laughs, he laughs loud and low and he hugs Kiseop. Kiseop likes it when Soohyun gives hugs.

Soohyun says that when the bad people come knocking at the door, Kiseop must run. Kiseop must run and run and run and don't stop, no, Kiseop cannot stop until he is far far away from the house. Soohyun says, When a day comes and I'm not here with you, the stars will be your friends at night. They will keep you company until I find you.

He also says if Kiseop gets tired and cannot run anymore, Kiseop must hide. Then, then Kiseop asks him, Kiseop says What about Soohyun? Why will Soohyun not be with Kiseop?

Soohyun is sad when Kiseop asks him that. His smile turns upside-down and he cries a bit, even though he tells Kiseop that big boys don't cry. He says, he says I'll be protecting you and making sure you're safe.

Kiseop doesn't like it when Soohyun has an upside-down smile, no, no. Kiseop will hug Soohyun, because Soohyun says that hugs make everyone feel better. Then Soohyun's smile will be the right side up and he will say to Kiseop, he will say I love you, Kiseop, I don't ever want to lose you.

Kiseop is scared now, Kiseop wants a hug. The bad people came and Kiseop ran, yes Kiseop ran far far away.

Where is Soohyun? Kiseop is waiting for Soohyun.

There is mud on Kiseop's clothes and the grass pokes Kiseop and makes him itchy but Soohyun, Soohyun, where is Soohyun?

Soohyun says big boys don't cry, Soohyun says he will protect Kiseop from the bad people but Kiseop is scared, very scared now.

Kiseop heard many loud bangs when he ran away, it hurts his ears. Did Soohyun make that noise? Soohyun has a black toy under his pillow, it makes a loud noise when Kiseop plays with it. Soohyun scolds Kiseop when he sees Kiseop playing with the toy, he says that Kiseop must not touch it at all, that if Kiseop had not been careful, he would be hurt. But Soohyun took it out when the bad people came, he took it out and pointed it at them.

Is Soohyun playing with his toy now? Kiseop wants to play too.

But Kiseop wants to hug Soohyun first. Kiseop is lonely, scared. Kiseop cried just now, shh, don't tell Soohyun.

The stars ran away tonight too. They don't want to be friends with Kiseop. It is dark and cold, Kiseop wants to go home.

Soohyun, where are you? Kiseop misses you.

Kiseop wants to be brave and make Soohyun proud but Kiseop is afraid now. Kiseop heard Kibum talking to Soohyun one day, they talked about a war. Kibum tells Kiseop, he says that if Kiseop is not a good boy, the bad people will take Soohyun away.

Is that what happened? Did the bad people take Soohyun away?

Kiseop promises, he will be good. Kiseop won't cry anymore, Kiseop won't throw tantrums anymore so come back, Soohyun.

Come back, Soohyun, Kiseop loves you.

idek, ukiss, soohyun/kiseop

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