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I hate that I'm not close to anyone. My pastor said it was because no one feels safe. Like they'll leave or hurt me. I don't want to lay my problems on my boyfriend.
I'm having fears about getting married. He has a large family and friends that want to be his groomsmen. I don't have bridesmaids. I'm also dirt poor with very little family. It scares me to the extent of I've talk to him about eloping.
I'm terrified and at the moment, very much alone.
I'm having fears about getting married. He has a large family and friends that want to be his groomsmen. I don't have bridesmaids. I'm also dirt poor with very little family. It scares me to the extent of I've talk to him about eloping.
I'm terrified and at the moment, very much alone.