May 08, 2016 09:33
I decided to deactivate my Facebook. It has been taking a toll on my mental health lately, and I feel silly admitting that. No one really pays attention to me on there anyways, and I've had people defriend me for no particular reason. That has bothered me and gotten under my skin. But I thought it was time to get rid of that thing, at least for awhile. I feel like it brings a lot of negativity. Now that it's election year, I have a feeling that things are going to get worse on there with everyone else's post. Especially now that Donald Trump is the Republican frontrunner and some of them are his supporters. Ugh. Stupidity all around.
Summer term is starting on Wednesday. I'm not looking too forward to the Summer A class because I heard the professor wasn't very good. I just hope it goes by fast because I don't want to deal with that for too long.
I figured after a few weeks of failing to get back into the routine, that I restart my health and fitness routine again. I downloaded this fit body program from Muffin Top Less so it will give me new ideas of what to incorporate in my lifting routine. I don't have the time to work out 6 days a week, so I'm going to try to fit them within at least 4 days. I don't know what my weight is, and I don't want to know. I know that I've been feeling like a blob lately and extremely lethargic. I hope to get my endorphins pumping again and get in a better mood. I want to stop trying to let my internal anger and bitterness consume me everyday. I want to come out on top, for the first time, in a long time.