On future arrivals
Big event coming up; I mentioned it a couple of weeks ago. I'm not sure how to feel about it. The "Crush" song that I've been watching/listening to lately pretty much sums it up. Actually... anything hopelessly romantic sums it up. I don't know how to feel about it. On one hand, it's a great indicator of how ill-prepared I am for emotional intimacy. On the other hand, it might instead be great practice for it. I'm gonna charge on forward with it and see what happens, but I'm deathly afraid I'll be left with fears throughout the duration, and anxiety over missed opportunities afterwards. We'll see what happens, I guess.
Dunno what else to say other than today was definitely one of those "I didn't know how much something meant to me until I saw it taken from me" days. I think all that was taken from me was a hope, but even so, hope is strong enough inside me to break my heart, apparently. That's probably something to work on too.
Dunno what else to say other than today was definitely one of those "I didn't know how much something meant to me until I saw it taken from me" days. I think all that was taken from me was a hope, but even so, hope is strong enough inside me to break my heart, apparently. That's probably something to work on too.