Sep 08, 2002 19:55
yo, I've been like, studying too much... and now I dont understand anything... its all messed up.. so ya, I need to rest.... I feel lonely ya know? and Fujin aint helpin... just kicking me and yelling at me.... I hope I'll pass... ha... but after becoming a SeeD... what would I do? SeeD of SeeDship? that sounds boring... they dont even really travel... I've been attached to this garden.. I could become instructor, haha... that would be actually fun.. wouldnt it?... I already hear Fuuj with the ' IDIOT! ' word.. or Seifer beating up on me for saying that..... bah, I'm even trying to learn to dance... I guess thats what they call becoming an adult... or maybe I'm just stupid..... anyway, I dont know whats on my mind right now... I feel dizzy.. I'm at the library now, but there's only a hour left before it closes... so I'm gonna rush up on Magic Effect books...