Oct 12, 2002 23:42
uhh... I don't know where to start.... Selphie, I'm sorry... I didn't want to leave you, alone.. and everyone, if I made you worried, I'm sorry as well, but please let me explain a few things... oh and I'll just, start with the beginning.
There I was, a month ago, and more, thinking about what to wear to go to the ball, even tho I knew I was gonna wear my beautiful SeeD uniform.. I was trying to think about that, but it was just to hide my thoughts. I was thinking about Selph.. What if she just did this to make me happy, - yeah I know it sounds reaaaally stupid, but oh well... guys are stupid sometimes - or did she really liked me, all of a sudden. And there was also my Dear sister, - Fuuj, sorry - who actually was attacked by some weird idiots in the Training Center, I was there, in the secret area, and I heard some sounds, but I just didn't want to go there, I didn't knew it was her. Well, trying to catch up those mindless childs, I ran in their classes, with my Mythril-Rod, my new weapon. And guess what? those stupid MONKS! took it away, and gave me some kind of stupid alert.. I got really mad, ya know. Frustrated, I went out of the Garden, and just sat there, in the Alcauld Plains.. I knew that Selphie would be waiting for me at the ball.. and I'm sorry for that, it was a rush of emotions, alot of them, even tho I didn't knew where they came from.. I was shy, mad, I felt guilty, and many things.... and it wasn't normal that I felt like that.... I just fell asleep, there. And when I woke up, I was in an empty room, scary, I couldn't see anything, just black, but I tried to walk, I wouldnt sit there for no reason and wait.. After a few minutes of walking into nothing, I found something lying there, on the floor, looked like some kind of orb... and I just took it in my hand, to take a closer look, I don't know if it was a good decision to made, but I made it. That's when I started to feel dizzy, and got a headache... its like if I got transported to another world, where everything looked weird. Some funny-looking people were looking at me, Calling me Vincent.... and then I fell down on the floor, it looked like a big dream.. that I'd never wake up of, hehe, just like in movies, ya know! It seemed only a few minutes, but then I really woke up, I was happy to, finally... Yet, I wasn't sure if I was still dreaming or not.. Because when I woke up, I saw some wierd little clown-looking man. I just laughed at him, wich wasn't such a great idea, because I received a slap.. ah, I bet you already know who I'm talking about... well if not, ze talk like zat!! *snicker* Yes it was him, Dr. Odine! hmm, sounds like a Guardian Force name... oh well. And there was also that Mute man, he had paper to talk, hehe, Ward was his name... They told me that I had some virus in my veins, they didn't really knew about it much, but they said they took it off, and I'm proud of that.. I got up from the bed, looking out the window, that's how I realized I was far away from home, I was in Esthar... And no, it wasnt just a few minutes, it was clearly a month of sleep that I had.. I woke up two days ago, but Dr. Odine insisted that I should visit the place, so I did. I met the President, too! And he remembered me, that's cool.. And now, here I am, in Fisherman's Horizon, for a few days.. Selphie.. I'm sorry.