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Ok, wow. Up and down, rollar coaster issues I have. So since my last entry... the one who inspired me to write as I did in that entry... yeah, me and him are together now. Um. Crazy, I know. Honestly, I'm a little nervous about this relationship... I'm unsure how far it'll go. Don't get me wrong, I like him. It was just like a 180 degrees turn... one second he tells me theres nothing, the next he asks me out. I've said that I wanna take things slow, yet I've kind of gone faster than I have in previous relationships. I'm filled with about twenty million different emotions... I like him, I don't wanna get hurt, I'm confused as to the sudden turnaround, Paranoia, etc, etc. Honestly, I don't know why I'm worried. It's not like he's been bad to me or whatever, ya know, since we started dating. Actually, its been really nice. But those who know me know I get paranoid easily, though I try not to. But the fact of the matter is that... I mean, given the way things were right before he asked me out... can you blame me? Argh, I'm so confused. So so so confused. Unfortunetly though, it is almost one in the AM, and I have to get up at 8AM. Work sucks. Concerning Work though, on a good note... I get paid tomorrow!! Oh yeah baby, show me the money.