Jun 30, 2005 11:13
The past few days have been really weird. My Mom and Dad decided to leave town, so I was left with the house to myself, which was nice. Drew came over and spent the nite here, seeing as he needed a place to stay, so for at least three nights he had a place. Everything started off rather well... and from there, I don't know what happened. In fact, NOTHING happened. Reading his blog, he says that everything has been hitting him now, everything thats been happening over the past few days. I'm not going to get into that, thats his business, and not my deal to give it out.
But because of that, I have no idea how he feels about me anymore. It was obvious, before, that he harbored some feeling for me. Now, I don't know. I don't know. I want to cry. It would definetly be a nice option. Instead, I'm gonna listen to music and rock out to the new playlist on my ipod. Take my mind off things, because once I start thinking about things, I'll just keep going and going and going.