And as I gently sip this drink,i think about my lack of future...
and all the places i could learn to fall in love.
i don't know why those lyrics always pop in my head. especially since, for once in my life, almost everything is going quite smoothly. i think it's because for most of my college years those lyrics HAVE been my life. (motion city soundtrack, attractive today)
life update:
* i got promoted today at copps. you are looking at the new natural foods manager. (even though i only got a .35 cent raise, LAME)
* things with the boy are going mostly smooth. though i hope he doesn't decide to move to new york...i would most assuredly be heartbroken. ( we are taking this week apart to figure out what both of us want and where are lives are going)
* the slipper is going well.
* debts are slowly but surely getting cleared away
* my parents are back from 4 months in florida
* i'll be 23 in 5 days
so i don't know what plagues.
my struggles with my beliefs and my lack of going to church are bothering me.
my lack of time to hang out with my friends and be social are bothering me.
my desperate need to see a therapist and get the shit in my head figured out are bothering.
overall i am ok. i have nothing to complain about really...so why am i such a freak who can't ever be really truly happy?
i don't know. but for now i gotta go....it's danielle's 21st birthday (good lord i feel old, i've known that girl for 6 years and 8 months)
adieu.
"Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets"
~ JEW, 23
i don't know why those lyrics always pop in my head. especially since, for once in my life, almost everything is going quite smoothly. i think it's because for most of my college years those lyrics HAVE been my life. (motion city soundtrack, attractive today)
life update:
* i got promoted today at copps. you are looking at the new natural foods manager. (even though i only got a .35 cent raise, LAME)
* things with the boy are going mostly smooth. though i hope he doesn't decide to move to new york...i would most assuredly be heartbroken. ( we are taking this week apart to figure out what both of us want and where are lives are going)
* the slipper is going well.
* debts are slowly but surely getting cleared away
* my parents are back from 4 months in florida
* i'll be 23 in 5 days
so i don't know what plagues.
my struggles with my beliefs and my lack of going to church are bothering me.
my lack of time to hang out with my friends and be social are bothering me.
my desperate need to see a therapist and get the shit in my head figured out are bothering.
overall i am ok. i have nothing to complain about really...so why am i such a freak who can't ever be really truly happy?
i don't know. but for now i gotta go....it's danielle's 21st birthday (good lord i feel old, i've known that girl for 6 years and 8 months)
adieu.
"Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets"
~ JEW, 23