Ya know...
I'm starting to wonder if it's worth putting up with negative fuck-faces anymore. Sure there are some admirable qualities but its like wading thru shitville just to find a few polished gems.
I'm getting older and it's making me question a lot of the decisions I make and also question why I put up with so much when I do not have to. It's like putting a hot steel rod on my bare skin and going "well it aint that bad.." What is it that I hope to achieve with putting up with so much frustration and bullshit? Is it out of compassion and/or love? Do I see it as trying to strengthen my weaknesses? Working on molding my character? blah, I can't seem to think of any plausible reasons.
There are many things I need to contemplate before I come to any conclusion.
I also need to focus more on what I need to get accomplished so that I can reach a somewhat comfortable and steady point in my life.
Eh I'm going to bed.
I'm getting older and it's making me question a lot of the decisions I make and also question why I put up with so much when I do not have to. It's like putting a hot steel rod on my bare skin and going "well it aint that bad.." What is it that I hope to achieve with putting up with so much frustration and bullshit? Is it out of compassion and/or love? Do I see it as trying to strengthen my weaknesses? Working on molding my character? blah, I can't seem to think of any plausible reasons.
There are many things I need to contemplate before I come to any conclusion.
I also need to focus more on what I need to get accomplished so that I can reach a somewhat comfortable and steady point in my life.
Eh I'm going to bed.