Jan 20, 2010 01:13
I want you here. I want you now. I want you happy. I want to hear the warmth of your laughter. I want to feel the warmth of your skin.
I don't know why I'm crying. Maybe it was the movie. It kind of reminded me of how my mindset used to be. Back when I was unstable. It was like living in a heaven/hell dreamworld; flashbacks everywhere, yet nothing to hold onto. Everyone's life kept on living, except mine...but of course I was alive, but I was barely there. You didn't know me then. You know me now.
You're not the only one with issues.
I was hoping you'd come back.