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oh man, i don't even know where to start. this is pretty much my mode of operation lately.
i have been eating like extreme amounts of crap. this is not good for my body and makes me feel yucky. along with that i have fallen off my exercise routine. please don't be offended by this statement it wasn't designed to make anyone else feel bad about their body or eating habits.
the kids are good. max and simon have a cold. lauren is kind of turning into a nasty entitled little girl and i really don't like that. she has no idea how little money we actually have (neither should she really but she thinks she is entitled to everything). i could look deeper into that and say that it is probably because i overindulge her and unwittingly reward negative behaviors. the thing is, that i need this kid to behave and i want to have fun with her while she is growing up so she needs to stop this now.
doing school is overwhelming to me, i guess it's good though. i have like 6 chapters to study this week before monday in chemistry to try and get a good grade on my test. i don't understand a lot of it, so i need to go slow and steady and devote a lot of time to it. this means things like cleaning need to go by the wayside at least for this week. i need extreme concentration.
i have been eating like extreme amounts of crap. this is not good for my body and makes me feel yucky. along with that i have fallen off my exercise routine. please don't be offended by this statement it wasn't designed to make anyone else feel bad about their body or eating habits.
the kids are good. max and simon have a cold. lauren is kind of turning into a nasty entitled little girl and i really don't like that. she has no idea how little money we actually have (neither should she really but she thinks she is entitled to everything). i could look deeper into that and say that it is probably because i overindulge her and unwittingly reward negative behaviors. the thing is, that i need this kid to behave and i want to have fun with her while she is growing up so she needs to stop this now.
doing school is overwhelming to me, i guess it's good though. i have like 6 chapters to study this week before monday in chemistry to try and get a good grade on my test. i don't understand a lot of it, so i need to go slow and steady and devote a lot of time to it. this means things like cleaning need to go by the wayside at least for this week. i need extreme concentration.