wine?
i am so lonely.
i have such an active life.
there seems to be no one that can a) enjoy the same
b) keep up
i've been sober for over a month and it's killing me. life is so boring. i feel no passion. daniel could def. refute this b/c his art is pure. mine, however, is best when under the influence of somethng else. i feel like i am dying.
i stopped by a yard sale down the street and met a new neighbor. they are also artists. i discussed my lack of inspiration with george and felt like i really talked to someone. i've never met this man and yet he knew what i was going threw. artist's block.
life gets in the way and everything else is on hold. my everything has been my career. i've had a good weekend so far. i spent time at the beach, washed the car, went to a beer tasting, ate sushi with friends, went running and cooked a wonderful dinner.. why can i not get inspired whilst i have the sunset and the night to do something???
it doesn't help that i have been listening to classical music all weekend and that is not helping...it's only depressing.
i feel like that spark for my artwork is not lit. i feel like i'm not shining. i've been devoting all my energy towards interior design that i WANT the down time to do whatever and not art. art is exhausting and i have not have that extra burst of life to want to do it. why?
i have such an active life.
there seems to be no one that can a) enjoy the same
b) keep up
i've been sober for over a month and it's killing me. life is so boring. i feel no passion. daniel could def. refute this b/c his art is pure. mine, however, is best when under the influence of somethng else. i feel like i am dying.
i stopped by a yard sale down the street and met a new neighbor. they are also artists. i discussed my lack of inspiration with george and felt like i really talked to someone. i've never met this man and yet he knew what i was going threw. artist's block.
life gets in the way and everything else is on hold. my everything has been my career. i've had a good weekend so far. i spent time at the beach, washed the car, went to a beer tasting, ate sushi with friends, went running and cooked a wonderful dinner.. why can i not get inspired whilst i have the sunset and the night to do something???
it doesn't help that i have been listening to classical music all weekend and that is not helping...it's only depressing.
i feel like that spark for my artwork is not lit. i feel like i'm not shining. i've been devoting all my energy towards interior design that i WANT the down time to do whatever and not art. art is exhausting and i have not have that extra burst of life to want to do it. why?