I feel like I'm cheating on my blog...
I feel broken inside. I know, I know... like thats new. I'm wondering how many times I can fix myself before I just give up, because I can't find the will to care right now.
I'm like the mouse they shock who just wants a little nibble of cheese. One day maybe I'll learn.
I'm done with Ethan, its just not worth it to try anymore.
I'm pissed at Wes because he hasn't talked to me in a week. I'm tired of feeling like the only thing between us is really hot sex when I want more and he says he wants more. So now I don't want more.
Oddly not caring about everyone else makes me feel like I have more purpose in other areas of my life.
I'm like the mouse they shock who just wants a little nibble of cheese. One day maybe I'll learn.
I'm done with Ethan, its just not worth it to try anymore.
I'm pissed at Wes because he hasn't talked to me in a week. I'm tired of feeling like the only thing between us is really hot sex when I want more and he says he wants more. So now I don't want more.
Oddly not caring about everyone else makes me feel like I have more purpose in other areas of my life.