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I don't exist.
Why does it always come back to this?
People speak around me but the words, the don't even pass through me as if I wasn't there they completely avoid the space that no longer exists as long as I occupy it. But that doesn't make sense. If I occupy the space then I must have mass to take up that space to make it not exist. But that's wrong. My non-existence only exists in my non existent mind so therefore the space isn't even there it just likes to mock me. Like its saying hey, I'm here, come occupy me and be real but then I get there and its not even there. It lies. They all lie. I lie. Non of it is real.
The cars won't stop.
Should I try?
The outcome being positive either way. They stop, proving my existence unless they too don't exist and if thats the case I'm just screw.. I'm already screwed so I guess it doesn't matter. B, they go, thus proving my non-existence. Even if they hit me we are just thrown back into screwed land where it doesn't matter anyway. And if they keep on going I will cease to exist as I have proved my non-existence.
If a non-existent notices my non-existence then by there being two is that like two negatives make a positive. By seeing through our mutual non-existence do we then exist by believing in the existence of another.
Pfft.
That doesn't even make sense. Only in the screwed B scenario do we find that possible.
I think Ethan wants to tell me he loves me again.
Wes is moving to third shift so it will be harder to see him.
Michael won't leave my head alone.
I think this has been the jist of my life since Ethan and Wes moved into it...
Fuck.
Why does it always come back to this?
People speak around me but the words, the don't even pass through me as if I wasn't there they completely avoid the space that no longer exists as long as I occupy it. But that doesn't make sense. If I occupy the space then I must have mass to take up that space to make it not exist. But that's wrong. My non-existence only exists in my non existent mind so therefore the space isn't even there it just likes to mock me. Like its saying hey, I'm here, come occupy me and be real but then I get there and its not even there. It lies. They all lie. I lie. Non of it is real.
The cars won't stop.
Should I try?
The outcome being positive either way. They stop, proving my existence unless they too don't exist and if thats the case I'm just screw.. I'm already screwed so I guess it doesn't matter. B, they go, thus proving my non-existence. Even if they hit me we are just thrown back into screwed land where it doesn't matter anyway. And if they keep on going I will cease to exist as I have proved my non-existence.
If a non-existent notices my non-existence then by there being two is that like two negatives make a positive. By seeing through our mutual non-existence do we then exist by believing in the existence of another.
Pfft.
That doesn't even make sense. Only in the screwed B scenario do we find that possible.
I think Ethan wants to tell me he loves me again.
Wes is moving to third shift so it will be harder to see him.
Michael won't leave my head alone.
I think this has been the jist of my life since Ethan and Wes moved into it...
Fuck.