Stuffs
"The skys darken, and the sun is put to shame.
The first scent of the year's death comes with the rain.
All times of struggle end, with the understanding of pain."
Wow, I have like no money to my name and bills piling up, joy....
My birthday is soon, and that means so is my moms, which with no money means I feel cheap not able to get her something.
I'm mainly afraid though that it could possibly be her last, that's abit of a strain on my nerves, I can't even considered what's in her mind.
Life is life, confusing at times, but lucky for me I'm rather good with enigmas, or so it would seem.
I'm hoping I can make my con at the end of October, its like the one thing I want to attend that's coming up, something about not wanting to miss a convention that I've made since it started, and it's fun for me.
It's so nice though, that fall is coming.
The sky is lovely, the rains shall come soon, infact the first day of rain shall be a gift from nature, least if the forecast holds.
Every year, I get this strange want to do things like I did back in high school, which I'm not sure why.
Like suddenly missing sitting in a room with good friends, incense & candles as the main light source, and for the lovely scents, with Type O Negative playing, is that strange?
Other things running through my mind, I really do miss having my friends close by and able to spend time with them.
Tempted to make calls, but so low on money.
Meh, and for once I have energy, so I know the season is changing. Fall and Winter always means I'm more active. Summer and spring just sorta shuts me down.
I'm not even sure where I'm going with this, I hope it rains on my Bday, that would be nice. ^^
The first scent of the year's death comes with the rain.
All times of struggle end, with the understanding of pain."
Wow, I have like no money to my name and bills piling up, joy....
My birthday is soon, and that means so is my moms, which with no money means I feel cheap not able to get her something.
I'm mainly afraid though that it could possibly be her last, that's abit of a strain on my nerves, I can't even considered what's in her mind.
Life is life, confusing at times, but lucky for me I'm rather good with enigmas, or so it would seem.
I'm hoping I can make my con at the end of October, its like the one thing I want to attend that's coming up, something about not wanting to miss a convention that I've made since it started, and it's fun for me.
It's so nice though, that fall is coming.
The sky is lovely, the rains shall come soon, infact the first day of rain shall be a gift from nature, least if the forecast holds.
Every year, I get this strange want to do things like I did back in high school, which I'm not sure why.
Like suddenly missing sitting in a room with good friends, incense & candles as the main light source, and for the lovely scents, with Type O Negative playing, is that strange?
Other things running through my mind, I really do miss having my friends close by and able to spend time with them.
Tempted to make calls, but so low on money.
Meh, and for once I have energy, so I know the season is changing. Fall and Winter always means I'm more active. Summer and spring just sorta shuts me down.
I'm not even sure where I'm going with this, I hope it rains on my Bday, that would be nice. ^^