Warning: GAH! Flood gate has broken
"Watch this now, the light is gone.
Feel the fear now that darkness comes.
Hear the laughs, and hear the cries.
Whimper and crawl, untill you die.
Whistle a tune, enjoy the moment.
Dream away the day, forget all that you dismay.
For soon my friend, you'll be nothing more then puree."
So yeah, a tire blew out on me last night.
Giving a gaming friend a ride to work since his car crapped out and....POPthudthudthudthud...
So had to pull off, tried to change it.
Damn, was like a pro almost.
Jumped out, got the tools out and started at it.
Each nut had to be practically broken to get them off.
Then of course, the god damn tire wouldn't come off.
Two AAA tow drivers tried to, the friend and even me.
It just wouldn't budge.
Soooo, not only did I get home late last night, little sleep this morning and had to dish a few hundred out...
I was late to math because of the repairs and then late to japanese cause I was studying.
I don't have this fucking money, I don't have the time and I'm at the edge of my wits and well being.
I am seriously sick of this shit.
One thing after a fucking another goes wrong for me.
Is this a sign?
Should I really go and shit on an alter or perhaps I should burn down the nearest church, maybe that'll get this shit off me.
I am seriously sick and tired of all this.
Mom may or may not be dieing, fucking waiting game.
One car dies, get another running and this shit happens.
I was right to boot, something bad happened under 1k miles of use.
Not to mention the fact my knees, head, stomach and ankle are all killing me right now. But that'll of course have to take a back seat to eveyrone and anyone elses complaints, cause that's just the nature of things.
Tired of people saying stuff like "Well I just had to have my headlight replaced."...As if that is as bad as someones transmission going out. Another good one you may ask? "My eye, it's been doing this tick thing all day, happens sometimes. Doesn't hurt but its annoying!" Oh yes, cause the shooting pain through a tooth is really less important then a natural body reaction.
Just...wow, so many people in this world over exgerate their minor problems and seem to think spilled milk on a easy to reprint essay is more important then..lets say, the 1906 San Francisco Earthquake and Fire.
Just to generalize of course.
And the fact my mom is gonna ask my cousin for a loan nearly makes me sick to my stomach, having to beg a family member for money...
Just fucking shoot me and get it over with all ready, who the fuck is getting the sick pleasure out of all this...cause it sure ain't me.
There's more of course, i just can't think of it all right now.
I need a big red button, vodka and a sammich now that's out of my system.
Feel the fear now that darkness comes.
Hear the laughs, and hear the cries.
Whimper and crawl, untill you die.
Whistle a tune, enjoy the moment.
Dream away the day, forget all that you dismay.
For soon my friend, you'll be nothing more then puree."
So yeah, a tire blew out on me last night.
Giving a gaming friend a ride to work since his car crapped out and....POPthudthudthudthud...
So had to pull off, tried to change it.
Damn, was like a pro almost.
Jumped out, got the tools out and started at it.
Each nut had to be practically broken to get them off.
Then of course, the god damn tire wouldn't come off.
Two AAA tow drivers tried to, the friend and even me.
It just wouldn't budge.
Soooo, not only did I get home late last night, little sleep this morning and had to dish a few hundred out...
I was late to math because of the repairs and then late to japanese cause I was studying.
I don't have this fucking money, I don't have the time and I'm at the edge of my wits and well being.
I am seriously sick of this shit.
One thing after a fucking another goes wrong for me.
Is this a sign?
Should I really go and shit on an alter or perhaps I should burn down the nearest church, maybe that'll get this shit off me.
I am seriously sick and tired of all this.
Mom may or may not be dieing, fucking waiting game.
One car dies, get another running and this shit happens.
I was right to boot, something bad happened under 1k miles of use.
Not to mention the fact my knees, head, stomach and ankle are all killing me right now. But that'll of course have to take a back seat to eveyrone and anyone elses complaints, cause that's just the nature of things.
Tired of people saying stuff like "Well I just had to have my headlight replaced."...As if that is as bad as someones transmission going out. Another good one you may ask? "My eye, it's been doing this tick thing all day, happens sometimes. Doesn't hurt but its annoying!" Oh yes, cause the shooting pain through a tooth is really less important then a natural body reaction.
Just...wow, so many people in this world over exgerate their minor problems and seem to think spilled milk on a easy to reprint essay is more important then..lets say, the 1906 San Francisco Earthquake and Fire.
Just to generalize of course.
And the fact my mom is gonna ask my cousin for a loan nearly makes me sick to my stomach, having to beg a family member for money...
Just fucking shoot me and get it over with all ready, who the fuck is getting the sick pleasure out of all this...cause it sure ain't me.
There's more of course, i just can't think of it all right now.
I need a big red button, vodka and a sammich now that's out of my system.