Sunny days and Snowy nights
Actually, snowy nights is kinda a lie. It doesn't really snow here in Ashland, but it gets so damn cold that it should. But the weather is beautiful. Spring comes early here and I love it. The air is warmer and the days are a little longer. Makes me happier. Bitter cold is not my thing anymore.
I am well into the third week of school and already am bored with it. I feel the need to break out and go somewhere, but I know I cannot. I kept having dreams about packing everything up and leaving the next morning. I had it six days in a row. I even find myself yearning for that destination, wherever it may be.
My 21st birthday is arriving within the next two months. It is the day the term ends and spring break begins. I have a feeling that I am going to be going through a lot of change within the next few months. My car is broken again and is costing close to $5,000 to fix. I also have still had no luck with finding a job. If I do not get one soon, I may have to move back home, or back into the dorms (I would rather live at home). My karma is catching up to me, and I am feeling the brunt of it.
I am happy though. I love my friends dearly as well as am happy with my living situation (which I haven't had been in many years). I seem to have found my close group of friends I will have forever as well as a place where I can live and thrive for a while. Besides the money problem, I feel secure. I do not think I have ever really felt that way. It is a good feeling to have :)
I have also started drawing again. They are simple and fun cartoons, but I feel I could go somewhere fun with it. I am also taking on photography as a hobby, and as soon as I can afford it, I am going to get a nicer camera.
That is all for now though, I need to try getting to bed earlier these days. I have turned into a crazy insomniac :)
Love, luck, laughter...
Als
I am well into the third week of school and already am bored with it. I feel the need to break out and go somewhere, but I know I cannot. I kept having dreams about packing everything up and leaving the next morning. I had it six days in a row. I even find myself yearning for that destination, wherever it may be.
My 21st birthday is arriving within the next two months. It is the day the term ends and spring break begins. I have a feeling that I am going to be going through a lot of change within the next few months. My car is broken again and is costing close to $5,000 to fix. I also have still had no luck with finding a job. If I do not get one soon, I may have to move back home, or back into the dorms (I would rather live at home). My karma is catching up to me, and I am feeling the brunt of it.
I am happy though. I love my friends dearly as well as am happy with my living situation (which I haven't had been in many years). I seem to have found my close group of friends I will have forever as well as a place where I can live and thrive for a while. Besides the money problem, I feel secure. I do not think I have ever really felt that way. It is a good feeling to have :)
I have also started drawing again. They are simple and fun cartoons, but I feel I could go somewhere fun with it. I am also taking on photography as a hobby, and as soon as I can afford it, I am going to get a nicer camera.
That is all for now though, I need to try getting to bed earlier these days. I have turned into a crazy insomniac :)
Love, luck, laughter...
Als