Holy fuck...

[kesrelsuicide]

Well, the 8 hellish hours in emerg are over....if I'd have left it for FOUR FUCKING DAYS more I'd have been dead.
FOUR FUCKING DAYS.
WHY CAN'T MY GODDMANED BODY WORK LIKE EVERYONE ELSE'S FOR ONCE?
WHY CAN'T I GO A WEEK WITHOUT BEING ILL?
*sigh*