So...
this is how it feels to have your heart broken 100 million times by the same guy in every possible way.
this is how it feels to have your hatred exhaust every single energy in your body.
this is how it feels to be left behind.
this is how it feels to be stupid.
this is how it feels to be bitter.
this is how it feels to be scared to love again.
this is how it feels to want to ruin someone's life.
this is how it feels to be loved and supported by friends.
this is how is feels to say goodbye.