Being in a slump for too long
Disclaimer: This is a bit personal and I hope that you'd be a bit kinder with your comments. Thank you so much.
I'd just like to get this off my chest.
It's been another year or so since my last public post.
I've been battling anxiety for a long time now. No, I'm not getting a lot of panic attacks, which I'm very thankful for.
I haven't had any recent writings done, not to mention that the last fic post that I wrote wasn't really that good. Or maybe, I never even wrote something worth keeping? I dunno.
I miss the life that I felt free about writing, like even though I made mistakes, they weren't glaring, or that I could just edit them when I notice it after. But now, looking back, I guess I really wasn't that good of a writer? Damn, I do put my self-esteem bar so freakin' down.
Yeah, I envy so many fic writers who could continue writing stories even though they're busy with school stuff or their RL jobs. I doubt that I could really write anything significant anymore...
So, yeah, this is just about it.
I'd just like to get this off my chest.
It's been another year or so since my last public post.
I've been battling anxiety for a long time now. No, I'm not getting a lot of panic attacks, which I'm very thankful for.
I haven't had any recent writings done, not to mention that the last fic post that I wrote wasn't really that good. Or maybe, I never even wrote something worth keeping? I dunno.
I miss the life that I felt free about writing, like even though I made mistakes, they weren't glaring, or that I could just edit them when I notice it after. But now, looking back, I guess I really wasn't that good of a writer? Damn, I do put my self-esteem bar so freakin' down.
Yeah, I envy so many fic writers who could continue writing stories even though they're busy with school stuff or their RL jobs. I doubt that I could really write anything significant anymore...
So, yeah, this is just about it.