Hurting!
Where do i start?? Work is ok, school starts next monday, started back at the gym, got in a fight with Dustin so we arent talkin anymore, Josh got mad at me this morning so I am not talkin to him, People at work are all on there own thing and I AM PHYSICALLy tired and depressed! I hate admiting it but when you cry all the time behind closed doors there just isnt any way of expressing it. I really like Josh- but you cant make someone like you!! I got a box ready for him last night to send and now he is mad..do I still send it? Do I leave him alone?? I dont know what to do. It seemed like he cared but now he doesnt care much at all about anything... It hurts alot! Oh well. Back to work. Karen