Aug 02, 2005 16:37
Can you believe it is already August?!?!? Life is pretty good...I have really been in contact with this guy friend of mine that is stationed in Iraq and I really hope things go uphill from now..He comes back in October and i cant wait to see him. I was having a bad day the other day and he mailed me a teddy bear so I had something cuddle with. He is a true sweet heart! He has called a few times but I dont know to think if it is more then just friends or just needed a friend to talk to. I really like him but I dont want to get my hopes up for something. Today I said I needed some loving and he goes go find you a guy at the bar so that makes me think he doesnt care...but then again he talks about a possible future of going to Tunica or Six Flaggs....I just sit back and let it do its course...but that is also hard to sit back cause I saw where he is shouting out to some pretty girl on his website... I do have the jealousy issue that I try to deal with but I am a girl that wants all the attention!! Am I crazy??
ANyways, all the youth are at Montreat and I wish I was there...I MISS THEM ALL! Mom calls everynight to tell me the news...She talked to Jorge at choir practice there and it sounds like all is going well with him...YEA!
Works going ok I guess. They cut our insurance a alot so I am having to deal with that but I just cant get sick. School is all paid for and now just waiting on Aug 22nd.
We'll I hope to hear from you all! Karen