Mar 05, 2009 07:31
Indeed, wellit's more of muscular toning than a 6-pack, dancer's 6-pack? But boo-ya bitches. I was in every man's paradise yesturday with a woman feeling my muscles. Yes, Jenni was checking me and even though she's pleased with the current development, I don't know how to feel. I mean, I'm happy that I have now muscle in my arms and legs but I was looking at myself in a leotard and I wasn't please with my body thickness. It's even worse that I'm still got more to go, 'joy'. Jenni may be pleased that my thighs now can touch when I put m legs together, but I certainly wasn't. And, worse still, the old headmaster of Northern has advised Jenni to tell me to try and cover up even more at my audition, cos they still might not choose me cos of my size, it's taking the piss.
Besides that, something weird happened yesturday. I got a message from Facebook from a guy who I had served last Sunday at Gamestation. I remember selling him the item but his face only vaguely. At first I thought he must know one of the Gamestation staff, and just added me but then I realised I don't have any of the Gamestation staff on Facebook. Apparently, my name was on the receipt and he searched that and 'Gamestation' and found me. Now that is completely random.
Oh and I think my body wants to die.
So on that note, I'm going to punish it a bit more and go to the gym this morning, then class/choreography, then go home for a bit, then to yoga and street dance.
Oh it's great being obsessive with exercise. I just got to remind my body that.
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