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cause its you and me
and all other people
and i dont know why
i cant keep my eyes
off of you [lifehouse]
so its been a good day. kinda. well, actually it has. i was more awake then ever this morning. usually i feel so bad bc i always fall asleep in history first period. today i paid attention. i feel so guilty when i sleep, but these teachers dont understand the more hw they give the night before the tireder we're going to be the next day. well, for the people who do it anyway.
hardcore badmittion today = wavy hair
i dont really even care anymore what my hair looks like. it doesnt go straight anymore bc of the perm. and i guess it would be good curly still. i duno, ill try it out one day see how it goes. nothing really excited happened today. ohh id cards. what a bust. i hate school pictures. it doesnt really capture you well and everyones always turns out bad. no practice today =] it was nice coming home. i kinda made todd take me, but eh thats fine. he didnt miiiinnnddd. it felt weird being home at 245. felt good to sit around and do absolutly nothing. well, i did chem homework. but thats the max.
where were you while we were getting highhh [ oasis ]
im in such a chill mood. i think im gonna go to wings tonight considering christy is and i havent hung out with her in awhile. 22 more days til georgia! im not gonna lie, i was pretty bummed when i found out i was missing homecoming and the pep rally. but when i think about it, its fuckn away from marlton. all the dances are the same except this one u have to look good for pictures. id much rather be somewhere warm. atlanta here i cooommee. wouldnt it be funny if i saw marcus. i wonder if he grew.
i was thinking about it today,and im pretty happy with my life. and its true, you dont appriate things until they arent there anymore. i love how i have pointless conversations with my friends. or my "random people" of the day. or sickles, because we make the craziest plans for either getting revenge, boys, or tv show nights. i love how shes so brutaly honest with me all of the time. peters my one of my favorites to talk to on the phone though, we just talk about life. its nice. sometimes i think i talk to much, but its chill. hes got the best advice. i can go on spur of the moment mall trips with dani and her mom , and its cool. back in the day it was like murder to been seen with parents at the mall. its crazy how times change. michela is so understanding and it helps that shes always online like me so we've gotten alot closer. no maybes this year =]. and then theres me and nicky who are close no matter where we leave off. i love it, we could not talk for like a week, and the next time we talk we'd still be just as close. ive got my other close friends, the gym girls [ so many good times. always brightens up my day ], the wings crew [just another family ] and then other school friends. which makes the day go alot faster.
its weird how certain relationships can just never seem to end. like your always attatched. to have that one boy to always go back to because something special was there but there was just something to mess it up. take todd for example. i always go back to him, always. he makes me feel something crazy whenever im with him that alot of guys cant do. its in his kiss. its just hard, when you think you have everything worked out, something goes wrong. =/ i wish it was back to normal. infact, id love for it to be. but we'll have to see.
on a lighter note, i cant wait til my college kids come backkk<3333. zotti & steve come home this weekend and sween comes home in like 2 weeks. god i miss them. phil came home last weekend =]. its so weird not having them here still sometimes. like today i needed a ride home from school and i just thought of zotti bc he would drive me home last year. but then im like wow hes not even here what do i do. or like tonight usually me and sween would go to smoothie king. instead im just going to wings by myself. i cant wait til i drive. 6 months from last monday exactly. and it feels soo far away at the same time.
alright, im gonna go watch gilmore girls and eat dinner. leave a comment if you want too<3
and all other people
and i dont know why
i cant keep my eyes
off of you [lifehouse]
so its been a good day. kinda. well, actually it has. i was more awake then ever this morning. usually i feel so bad bc i always fall asleep in history first period. today i paid attention. i feel so guilty when i sleep, but these teachers dont understand the more hw they give the night before the tireder we're going to be the next day. well, for the people who do it anyway.
hardcore badmittion today = wavy hair
i dont really even care anymore what my hair looks like. it doesnt go straight anymore bc of the perm. and i guess it would be good curly still. i duno, ill try it out one day see how it goes. nothing really excited happened today. ohh id cards. what a bust. i hate school pictures. it doesnt really capture you well and everyones always turns out bad. no practice today =] it was nice coming home. i kinda made todd take me, but eh thats fine. he didnt miiiinnnddd. it felt weird being home at 245. felt good to sit around and do absolutly nothing. well, i did chem homework. but thats the max.
where were you while we were getting highhh [ oasis ]
im in such a chill mood. i think im gonna go to wings tonight considering christy is and i havent hung out with her in awhile. 22 more days til georgia! im not gonna lie, i was pretty bummed when i found out i was missing homecoming and the pep rally. but when i think about it, its fuckn away from marlton. all the dances are the same except this one u have to look good for pictures. id much rather be somewhere warm. atlanta here i cooommee. wouldnt it be funny if i saw marcus. i wonder if he grew.
i was thinking about it today,and im pretty happy with my life. and its true, you dont appriate things until they arent there anymore. i love how i have pointless conversations with my friends. or my "random people" of the day. or sickles, because we make the craziest plans for either getting revenge, boys, or tv show nights. i love how shes so brutaly honest with me all of the time. peters my one of my favorites to talk to on the phone though, we just talk about life. its nice. sometimes i think i talk to much, but its chill. hes got the best advice. i can go on spur of the moment mall trips with dani and her mom , and its cool. back in the day it was like murder to been seen with parents at the mall. its crazy how times change. michela is so understanding and it helps that shes always online like me so we've gotten alot closer. no maybes this year =]. and then theres me and nicky who are close no matter where we leave off. i love it, we could not talk for like a week, and the next time we talk we'd still be just as close. ive got my other close friends, the gym girls [ so many good times. always brightens up my day ], the wings crew [just another family ] and then other school friends. which makes the day go alot faster.
its weird how certain relationships can just never seem to end. like your always attatched. to have that one boy to always go back to because something special was there but there was just something to mess it up. take todd for example. i always go back to him, always. he makes me feel something crazy whenever im with him that alot of guys cant do. its in his kiss. its just hard, when you think you have everything worked out, something goes wrong. =/ i wish it was back to normal. infact, id love for it to be. but we'll have to see.
on a lighter note, i cant wait til my college kids come backkk<3333. zotti & steve come home this weekend and sween comes home in like 2 weeks. god i miss them. phil came home last weekend =]. its so weird not having them here still sometimes. like today i needed a ride home from school and i just thought of zotti bc he would drive me home last year. but then im like wow hes not even here what do i do. or like tonight usually me and sween would go to smoothie king. instead im just going to wings by myself. i cant wait til i drive. 6 months from last monday exactly. and it feels soo far away at the same time.
alright, im gonna go watch gilmore girls and eat dinner. leave a comment if you want too<3