Sep 28, 2005 21:36
your the only one
who really knew me at all
- postal service
hmm wow this is been forever since ive updated. so much
has been going on, i dont really have that much time anymore. at first
it was so hard getting used to such a big change, but now that im in
the swing of things, i like it. i know how to manage my time, and it
just shows how true some of your friends are.
im not gonna sit here and complain about school, bc personally i dont
mind it. i feel alot smarter this year- mainly bc im focusing really
hard. ive gotta with college stuff coming up. sat prep is almost over
thank god, but it taught me alot. gymnastics is still going strong, and
i love the team. except for a few girls, we all get along and always
manage to have fun when we really dont even wana be there to begin
with. its a good team, and alot of friendships have come out of it. i
cant wait to do the v-ball tourni =] we're gonna be the fairies.
haha. oh morgaannn.
hmm what else is there to talk about. i realized today in english class
that some girls dont want to believe certain things, like how their
boyfriends suck.
because they are so brain washed. almost everyone is brain washed in
someway or another though if you think about it. we know what we were
taught, but how do we know if its even right? or say u rebel against
certain issues, whose to say u arent right. even with friendships
people are brainwashed because usually friends tend to think alike. i
think it would be so cool to watch the world from a far just to view it
all. speaking of viewing everything, i really wana go on that dc trip
to the white house. i dont stand a chance of getting picked, and the
kids who really want to go into politics should be the ones to go, but
seriously i think that would be one of the coolest experiences ever
just spending a week with the president and congress. it always
interested me on how they run stuff there. not to mention it will look
amazing on college stuff. i duno if id really go if i was picked
though, cause itll still be 700$ and my parents are broke. litterally.
my dad told me today that since i want a car we have no money. its a
bluff. but he makes me feel so poor. i need a job. i was thinking about
genuardies, but everyone and their mom works there.
i feel so different this year. i dont know why. everything is moving so
fast too. but at the same time certain things dont effect me anymore.
im not putting up with the bullshit. if u wana make a side comment
about me in the hall go ahead, i dont really care i just keep walking.
ive got my friends,and thats all that matters . as much as im putting
the effort in school, its paying off. i have all a's so far. which is
fine by me. i joined art,sadd,renn,spanish,fbla,interaction,smac,and
threads club. its kinda much right now with gym, but itll work out.
most meet like once or twice a month. and then ive got wings. its gonna
be such a fun year with georgia coming up and retreat. i need the time
away.
fall out boy concert= less then 2 weeks
"everything is a.o.k"- mcs
me = extremely excited
and tired. thats one thing that completely sucks about being so busy. i
dont think ive slept more then like 7 hours a night. as im falling
asleep in history first period i realize i need a nap. but
instead i write a note to michela. haha
put a spoon under your pillow and wear ur pjs inside out so it'll snow.
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