Why Can't I Update Every Day Like I Usually Do?

[kerrisayshi]

So Friday was the team meeting fiasco. Most of you either know about it or don't care so I won't write about it here, but it was really sad and shocking and I ended up walking out crying. I hardly ever cry at CC, not even at retreats like most people. I don't know what to do about it now. I don't know if I want to be on Team while they're still running the group, but I have Katelyn and everyone else to consider. Don't know if Katelyn's back yet but i plan to give her a full report. Went to Fordham Saturday and liked it. Actually Mom was more enthusiastic about it than I was. Why do I always look to her to aprove things and make decisions for me? I hate that, yet AI do it. I love Manhatanville but I'm not sure if it's right for me and I don't think my mother thinks it is. I hate college searching. And yesterday after church I went to a garage sale run by the grandmother of Lorraine, my best friend from middle school. She was there of course and she loved my dog. She wants to go into law. Quiet little Lorraine, a lawyer? Who would've known. Then we went to a meeting of the Long Island Nfb chapter, nainly to let them know I exist and will be applying for a schollarship. I'm glad I don't go to many of there meetings. A lot of them are really angry and bitter. And now I'm back at school and I have a cold and feel like crap. But I also have a quiz.

The funny thing is, Katelyn actually was a vampire two years ago.