Jul 30, 2006 22:39
so i feel like i'm getting to the point in my life where i'm letting my friends make decisions for me.
i love my friends, each and every one of them.
but i'm trying to live my life as best as i can. i'm trying not to have any regrets, i'm taking chances, and i'm doing things i want to do.
i've gone through a lot in the past few months. i've lost best friends due to this or that, i've lost and gained self-respect, i've made good and bad decisions.
that is a part of life.
i know what i'm doing in my life. it may not turn out as i want it to but, hey....that's how it goes. i just have to roll with the punches. i have amazing friends...and i want to keep them in my life, but i can't let them rule my life. i LOVE getting advice and seeing other people's takes on certain situations, it DOES help.
but in the end, i have to make the decisions that matter, and that's what i'm doing.
i love you all...no matter what.