does it feel like those around want you to die?
hmm performing arts night sounded like fun. but im kinda glad i didnt go, everyone looked so pretty and i would have been random and unwanted.
i cant download msn! its awful i feel sooo alone. there is somebody in particular i need to get online and talk to. i need to warn them!!!!
somebody confided in me something hilariously funny tonight, i cant tell right now cos that would be bad but ull find out sometime... its soo sad. ahh what a holdout i am.
i have a history essay that they want me to write by tomorrow but i dont know if ill do it.
i think i have somekind of ADD,i realised that i cannot sit still. at all. i always have to be doing something or playing with something. or smoking something. or destroying something. or something. its crazy. goddamit. and thats why i depend on my computer so much. cos typing gives me something to do. hmmm O.O
cathryns party should be cool. hehe i hope theres no rapists hiding on the mountain. i think there was some chick killed and burned in the boot of her car on mangere mountain. oh no. but lots of people will be up there. at the skatepark setting off fireworks and other stuff. ben got ripped off. poor bastard. ok byebye.
i cant download msn! its awful i feel sooo alone. there is somebody in particular i need to get online and talk to. i need to warn them!!!!
somebody confided in me something hilariously funny tonight, i cant tell right now cos that would be bad but ull find out sometime... its soo sad. ahh what a holdout i am.
i have a history essay that they want me to write by tomorrow but i dont know if ill do it.
i think i have somekind of ADD,i realised that i cannot sit still. at all. i always have to be doing something or playing with something. or smoking something. or destroying something. or something. its crazy. goddamit. and thats why i depend on my computer so much. cos typing gives me something to do. hmmm O.O
cathryns party should be cool. hehe i hope theres no rapists hiding on the mountain. i think there was some chick killed and burned in the boot of her car on mangere mountain. oh no. but lots of people will be up there. at the skatepark setting off fireworks and other stuff. ben got ripped off. poor bastard. ok byebye.