By far, like amazing
Here's to the nite.... prom was last nite... actually alot better than i expected... went to justine's before.... had 23092830 people taking pictures of all 20 of us.... then we ventured to the place, but not before a pit stop at cumbies.... gee i wonder why they needed that bottle of coke...
got there... took more pictures.... stood around and talked to everyone you saw... then ate... not bad food... then dancin'
i have this thing...... its called "white boy syndrome".... its not good.... you see, upbeat songs i do not dance to in fear of showing my true caucasionness.... so i stay on the side, talk to friends, venture around, laugh at those who are unaware just how caucasion they are.... but towards the end i ended up being venturous, and i liked it..... go figure... this always happens.... one day i'll learn...
last song was Eve6 "here's to the nite".... great song choice... so glad it wasn't take my breath away or that dumb bon jovi song.... we left during that song tho.... it felt rite.... didn't leave so early that we missed anything, but left before it was officially over and everyone was standin around gettin all emotional...
queen..... that was the greatest choice for prom queen ever.... kait murphy... amazing.... not only was she easily the most beautiful person there, but she's been through so much shit lately and deals with it better than any of us could ever consider.... all the people who ever criticized her, mack, or josh got a swift kick in the junk, and i enjoyed watching it.... i dont know who decided it, but whoever did made a great choice..... she has all my respect for dealing with her situation with class, and not paying attention to those who feel otherwise.... amazing
after party....... went to murph's... select people house parties are where its at..... just a few of your friends sittin around, talkin, acting like idiots.... good times.... so much better than 300 people in one house....
i dont kno how to feel about 'that'.... i'm gonna be all secretive and coded because i'm wierd like that... i really just have no clue what to think.... i didn't want to pursue anything further than what has already been done, it just doesn't feel right..... i dunno, but i can tell rite away whether or not i want something.... call it a gift, curse, whatever...... but this one i'm lost.....one end pulls me further, and the other end keeps me back... in good moral judgement i stay back in conflicts like this....
i dunno
this is all coming at the wrong time....
i suck.... i need to publicly apologize to BD. ((even tho it's your fault too!)) i promised a dance, and i failed. i suck. i'm going to sit in the corner now and think about what i've done.
i'm gone
got there... took more pictures.... stood around and talked to everyone you saw... then ate... not bad food... then dancin'
i have this thing...... its called "white boy syndrome".... its not good.... you see, upbeat songs i do not dance to in fear of showing my true caucasionness.... so i stay on the side, talk to friends, venture around, laugh at those who are unaware just how caucasion they are.... but towards the end i ended up being venturous, and i liked it..... go figure... this always happens.... one day i'll learn...
last song was Eve6 "here's to the nite".... great song choice... so glad it wasn't take my breath away or that dumb bon jovi song.... we left during that song tho.... it felt rite.... didn't leave so early that we missed anything, but left before it was officially over and everyone was standin around gettin all emotional...
queen..... that was the greatest choice for prom queen ever.... kait murphy... amazing.... not only was she easily the most beautiful person there, but she's been through so much shit lately and deals with it better than any of us could ever consider.... all the people who ever criticized her, mack, or josh got a swift kick in the junk, and i enjoyed watching it.... i dont know who decided it, but whoever did made a great choice..... she has all my respect for dealing with her situation with class, and not paying attention to those who feel otherwise.... amazing
after party....... went to murph's... select people house parties are where its at..... just a few of your friends sittin around, talkin, acting like idiots.... good times.... so much better than 300 people in one house....
i dont kno how to feel about 'that'.... i'm gonna be all secretive and coded because i'm wierd like that... i really just have no clue what to think.... i didn't want to pursue anything further than what has already been done, it just doesn't feel right..... i dunno, but i can tell rite away whether or not i want something.... call it a gift, curse, whatever...... but this one i'm lost.....one end pulls me further, and the other end keeps me back... in good moral judgement i stay back in conflicts like this....
i dunno
this is all coming at the wrong time....
i suck.... i need to publicly apologize to BD. ((even tho it's your fault too!)) i promised a dance, and i failed. i suck. i'm going to sit in the corner now and think about what i've done.
i'm gone