Dec 05, 2005 10:59
so i basically sealed the deal with my second F... i've been sick most of the weekend, haven't been eating much, and been stressed out as all fuck... i left class early today (i have an A in that one tho) because i've been running to the bathroom every 5 seconds because i'm unable to hold down food... this semester has been a complete disaster between getting sick, stressful shit 3,000 miles away, and having a major that is entirely too intense for my liking.. i thought that withdrawing from a few classes would ease the courseload, but the stress stayed... fuckin a
i need this month back home to deal with everything and get my ass back in gear... i'm not homesick in the least... i have no urge to move back or go to school closer... i love it here, but the degree i was after wasn't what i hoped it would be... thankfully one of the F's is only a 1 credit class so it wont hurt my GPA as much.. the other is a full 3 credit course, but i chalk that up to a shitty advisor that made me take another mus100 class even tho i passed one last year...
i think my GPA will be just under a 2.0 this semester (at best)... but thats only one semester and i have two semesters of a 3.0 at Ai last year so my cumulative will still be above a 2.0...
next semester is all core classes and one fun class... i'm also taking drum set lessons, since thats really what i want to be doing... i dont know... i've already told the parents this semester has been a complete disaster and that i am burning my report card on site... i guess we all have that one time where we fuck up royally, i'm guessing this is mine... i dont know... i just need these next two weeks to fly by
on a lighter note... Boston College plays my school in the MPC Bowl... festivities will be at my house... all are welcome