Valentines Day
im not going to go on about how horrible valentines day is because i hate drowning myself in my own self pity. its a waste of time. all i have to say is one thing. It fucking feels like my stomach is tying itself into knots when i look at her. I think of all the past and forgotten memories that we shared. Knowing that it will never be that way again. But also knowing that i have to look at her in school everyday.