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so much is going on right now. i dont even know what to say. i dont want replies to this asking me whats wrong. i basically just need to vent and get this out somehow. so much is in my head right now and i dont know how to deal with it. im so confused and pissed off and angry and frustrated all at the same time. and its not just like one thing thats wrong. there's so many things wrong in like 5 different areas of my life and i dont even know how to explain it. im not happy.