Oh to be back in the land of Coca-cola
What is clear is...nothing.
I spent today out with my old friend David Rutledge, one of the only folks from the old days who talks to me anymore. His life is full, and we're philosophically farther apart than ever, but he's a great guy.
Being in Nashville let me see very quickly all the differences from how I had been and how Central America has affected me. I'm not going to say that I have some noble distaste for anything. Things are just different. I went to a CD store today and didn't want anything, I only wanted a Harper's, and I didn't want to argue about anything with Dave. Having a hamburger and interested company was enough.
I'm kinda lonely, and to some extent have been for a while, so it's unclear how much that's affecting me. A lot is out of my hands and I hope very much for this next semester to be stabilizing, but I'm doing a good job of not thinking about it.
I'll be wishing on all the supersticions I know for the same as always.
Can't wait to see everyone and the one I love.
as ever,
e
I spent today out with my old friend David Rutledge, one of the only folks from the old days who talks to me anymore. His life is full, and we're philosophically farther apart than ever, but he's a great guy.
Being in Nashville let me see very quickly all the differences from how I had been and how Central America has affected me. I'm not going to say that I have some noble distaste for anything. Things are just different. I went to a CD store today and didn't want anything, I only wanted a Harper's, and I didn't want to argue about anything with Dave. Having a hamburger and interested company was enough.
I'm kinda lonely, and to some extent have been for a while, so it's unclear how much that's affecting me. A lot is out of my hands and I hope very much for this next semester to be stabilizing, but I'm doing a good job of not thinking about it.
I'll be wishing on all the supersticions I know for the same as always.
Can't wait to see everyone and the one I love.
as ever,
e