thank you very much
my sister informs me tonight that she never really needed me to move at all. i was telling her that i didnt move her to make friends bc she was giving me shit about not having a social life. i said i moved her for very specific reasons and one of them was to help her out with affording a place to live bc she was freaked out about not being able to live on her own. she just gave me that "thats a load of shit" look and said "i didnt need your help". what the fuck megan. you really think i moved here for myself? are you fucking kidding me. sometimes she is cool, but im going to leave here and our sister-ship is never going to be the same bc the whole time ive been here she has been burning bridges with me. she tears me down in front of her friends, nothing i do is good enough. now she thinks i moved her for my own good and that she could have done this all without me. like i was an obligation to her. fuck you. fuck you. i feel really sorry for her. she thinks that we are tight, but she has pushed me so far away. im nice to her face bc i have to be. because if i call her out or tell her how i really feel she is going to make my life miserable. i have a few months left and im going to let her believe we are cool. but the truth is. we arent. she thinks she has gained this close sister, and really she lost one. im sorry megan, but i cant wait to leave and part of that reason is because i cant wait to leave you. i love you, you are my sister, but i dont like you.